Baby Giraffe, Spot and Cola

This weekend held the most unexpected surprise ever. Well, I was trying to figure out the whole drama over my new cell, I was asked to come over and sit down. Okay, so when my "twin" asks something like this...my heart skips one beat too many, my mind races with the possibilities of what she wants to say, and then in an instant of looking at the sparkle in her eyes, I knew. So, after I open my gift bag, I discover after moments of pure confusion (my usual reaction to the unexpected) that she has a bun in the oven! Yes, cliches have some sort of gravitational pull on me and any chance I have to use one I'll jump on it. So, my first foray into being a Tia began this Saturday afternoon and I can't wait for this fun adventure during the next 9 months.

Any store with baby animals and adorable onesies...watch out. I'm already becoming quite the researcher of all that is baby. Welcome to the family little bebe! May God bless you and your padres every moment during these next 9 months. Love, your Tia!

What will be your favorite color? Green, pink, blue, yellow, hmm...

So Long Insecurity Simulcast

Blond, petite, spunky, and Southern twang with each syllable. Who am I describing? The adorable Beth Moore and the awesome simulcast that I went to on Saturday. I'm so grateful that I decided to go to this jam-packed simulcast of over 300,000 women attending across the states. The following are my notes from her lesson and points that I don't ever, ever, ever want to forget!

Insecurity is not a weakness, but it is essentially unbelief.

A Secure Woman is:

1. Saved from herself.
2. Entitled to the truth. Perfection is insecurity in an art form...ooh, ouch!
3. Clothed with intention. "She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come (Proverbs 31:25). A vision of being baptized and putting on the new while letting go of the old ways of living. Being "clothed" in this type of Godly intention begins in our thought life, then goes to our feet to act upon, and then finally to our emotions. This was such a new way of thinking for me because like so many other women, I fess up to basing to much of my actions on my emotions first instead of last. However, starting in the mind is where the battle is won. When determined to walk in the security of Christ Jesus instead of circumstances, people, or my own fluctuating feelings is a powerful change of thinking. *Secure even before we feel it! We can't wait until we feel secure, but instead be renewed by the spirit of God in our mind and spiral up from there. Secure people are free from having to always think about themselves and be so self-absorbed.
   
4. Upended by grace. Grace takes up space in a secure woman. When we as women have been graced by the love of God through his son Jesus Christ, we should find it easier to grace others with this same grace and not be so easily offended. Grace turns all upside down (e.g. insecurity becomes security, impossible becomes possible). Receive God's forgiveness already and actually live a life walking in it and extending it to others.
5. Rebounded by love. To abide in the knowledge that we are all deeply loved children of God and to walk out the door in the morning holding on to Him as our security, a security that is no longer determined by social situations, events, or relationships, but by God himself! To remember the immeasurable love of God as the reason for such security and hope. Let our cups be overflowing when we wake and not wait for others to fill it for us.
   
6. Exceptional in life. To remember that God works through the pain in our lives and He makes it all worth it. Never forget that He's up to something wonderfully powerful!
   

Hot Dogs and Half Mexican

This day was super comical, I had to blog to not forget how hard I laughed. A group of first graders that I was guest teaching for today were working in a small group and all of a sudden there was this horrible smell. I asked what it was and someone pointed to this one boy and with a big smile on his face said it was the hot dogs that made him burp. But then the boy right next to him, said ughh no, he does it with pizza too! Hot Dog Burp Boy just smiles and laughs and thus affectionately earned his nickname.

Cut to snack time of oranges and I'm helping a bunch of the students peel their oranges and I start speaking in broken Spanglish to a boy who spoke little English and I get asked do you Speak? I answer with my overused, muy poquito and she replies, "oh, so you're half Mexican." If a camera would have snapped a picture at this moment, it would have no doubt found me with my mouth open and quickly defending my 100% Mexican self...geesh! She was sweet, but wow she threw a zinger that I would have expected from a teenager! A diss of mass proportions from a completely innocent student...will remember this and cracked up my family with this story.

He Stands By Me...

I've heard this song many times before, but it's amazing how a song can speak to you differently at different times in your life. Right now, in this moment I'm wholeheartedly reminded of God's protection over me and that He's always with me through the tough, ugly, and beautiful.

If I could only emblaze this on my heart...

So often, I hear the phrase, "be strong in the Lord." But how often does a more in depth definition really follow as to what that entails? In my experience not too often. This quote that I found from a Discovery Series study explained it perfectly! Let my heart be ignited with these words EVERY TIME I even try to do something in my own strength.

"You may be so by having no confidence in your own ability, by doing what God says and trusting him to back you, by exercising what is called "the obedience of faith," by stepping, at God's command, towards closed glass doors and watching them swing open as you reach them. Your strength lies in what he does whey you obey." This last line gives me chills each time and I imagine a choir of angels wondering if this powerful point has finally hit home with me.

Reminder to me: Don't be afraid to reach out or stand out for Christ. Don't hesitate, just obey.

Old Times

Today I had a sweet sub job that made me reminisce about having my own class. Although, I do miss having that consistent opportunity to support the same group of young minds and had hoped to get back into teaching at some point. However, with all the sad hoopla surrounding education right now, it would truly have to be God that opens that door. In the meantime, I'm going to do my absolute best to embrace this adventure of where He wants to use me and simply bloom where I'm planted in each situation. Fully knowing that this road is leading me to my permanent place of purpose.

101 in 1001

Melissa Jill inspired me before with her 101 in 1001 list and since she recently updated her list, I thought I'd update mine as well. So for mere reminders sake, here's my working list (more to come as inspiration hits) of 101 in 1001 list of things I would like to accomplish and then some.

Start Date: Wednesday, March 3, 2010
End Date: Wednesday, November 28, 2012

1. Go to Canada by train.
2. Go camping in Yosemite (never been yet)
3. Relive my childhood summer at Burney Falls and climb up the white dirt to the top through the waterfall and up to eat a hot fudge sundae.
4. Go see a concert by Natalie Grant with a friend and hear her exercise those soulful vocals.
5. Write a book about wherever my zany imagination can fly.
6. Take relatively inexpensive photography classes & workshops to further develop my own style.
7. Not just act like a Christian but react like one too. (Thanks Pete Wilson for this one)
8. Take a cooking class with a friend.
9. Hike Mt. Diablo's waterfall trail and make it to the top of the peak.
10. Run 5 5k races for charity and health eventually building up to 10 10k races.
11. Get more massages purely for health benefits of course. ;)
12. Replace fear with FAITH!
13. Read two books a month. One for entertainment and another for growth.
14. Just buckle down and buy Rosetta Stone already and learn Spanish, which will make every penny worth it.
15. Write down my blessings for the day every day, so that I can look back and remember in detail how God's
worked his grace all around me.
16. Go on a summer mission's trip with a group of friends.
17. Join two professional associations that will support networking and career development.
18. Blog 3-4x's a week to track this journey of life, love, and and adventure.
19. Love more and judge less.
20. Expand my cooking repertoire with FoodNetwork style dishes.
21. Buy and Learn how to expertly use Lightroom and Photoshop.
22. Donate blood preferably without passing out, cookie or not.
23. Take a road trip with friends and document our travel along the way.
24. Learn how to box, Ali style...watch out.
25. Join a book club.
26. Practice pilates on a daily basis or close to.
27. Realize what my spiritual gifts are and put them to use.
28. Learn to play my guitar and 3 songs.
29. Find a career that I have a passion to serve in.
30. Go ice skating in Central Park.
31. Take a ballroom class that will have me dancing salsa and meringue all over the dance floor.
32. Go to a Rascal Flatts concert and support my guys with the southern twang.
33. Sing karaoke without the help of anything intoxicating.
34. Learn sign language.
35. Get involved with the multi-media ministry at church.
36. Go to Puerto Rico and Costa Rica, and Ireland (not all at the same time of course ;)
37. Buy a Mac.
38. Go skydiving indoors.
39. Swim in pristine waters with my beloved dolphins.
40. Visit the Asian Art Museum for one of their exhibits.
41. Have tea at the Japanese Tea Garden in San Francisco.
42. Bike Across the Golden Gate Bridge and inhale the scenery with every breath.
43. Have a "classics" movie day to finally see movies such as Casablanca and Rebel Without a Cause.
44. Have a friends Fashion Shoot in Brentwood.
45. Enjoy Grecian culture on the island of Santorini.
46. Visit Austin, TX and experience the RiverWalk firsthand.
47. Drink sweet tea in Savannah, Georgia and bump into Paula Dean.
48. Listen to country music in Nashville while eating BBQ.
49. Learn how to take incredible videos on my camera.
50. Jog/Walk the Nike Half Marathon!
51. Do the Muddy Buddy Challenge sponsored by Columbia.
52. Make the best Summer Sangria!
53. Get some fantastic headshots for photography website.
54. Design a photography logo for website.
55. Watch no t.v. for an entire day!
55. Take a pottery/ceramics class.
56. Make Pysanky with friends for Easter.
57. Complete an entire crossword puzzle without having to check the answers.
58. Attend Academy of Science Nightlife.
59. Submit photos to Diablo Magazine.
60. Go to my first hockey game...Go Sharks!
61. See Pete Escovedo in concert.
62. Camp in Big Sur and take a dip in the hot springs.
63. Go to the California State Fair in Sacramento and take pictures at night of all the rides and games.
64. Plant my own organic vegetable garden.
65. Have the world's best hot chocolate at Serendipity in New York.
66. See the musical, Wicked.
67. Try out Yoshi's in Jack London Square.
68. Consistently practice Krav Maga...bam!
69. Attend more educational conferences.
70. Go to Hume Lake for a women's retreat with the gal pals.
71. Buy a Honda CRV in midnight blue.
72. Start my own nonprofit for empowering and supporting women and girls navigate self-esteem.
73. Dance in the rain.
74. Run in the rain.
75. Start my own photography business.
76. Visit and tour the Tuscan style castle, Castello di Amorosa (between St. Helena & Calistoga)
77. Photograph a b&W photo series spanning a variety of subjects and settings.
78. Be on the Amazing Race with my sister and make it to to the final four.
79. Meet Beth Moore and her cute spunky self AND work for her Living Proof Ministries.
80. Buy an adorable Mediterranean-style house.
81. Start my own Christian record label in the East Bay.
82. Visit the major baseball stadiums across the country.
83. Enter a photography contest...and win! :)
84.Write a letter to myself to open in 10 years, God-willing.
85. Fall in love, get married and have 3 kids with a heart for God. (obviously this list is random order ;-)
86.Host a dinner party (tapas-themed etc.)
87. Learn 3 of my favorite poems by heart.
88. Bake cookies for a senior center.
89. Buy an adorable dog that's sweet in nature, but protector in instinct (Bella).
90. See Angela Johnson in one of her comedy shows.
91. Leave a special gift for different friends on their doorstep at least 2x month.
92. Send cards to friends "just because."
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101. See God move in WONDERFULLY POWERFUL ways in all areas of my life including: relationships, spiritual, career, health, and every other area.